hey baby,

i just wanted to let you know how much i missed you. from our first kiss at arab street to our dates to raffles hotel. and the swimming lessons that you taught me. the guitar that you bought. our trip to the night safari. and our rendevous to phuket.

i really miss you alot.. and everyone has gone away. everyone has left. but it is you that i want staying next to me. i cant imagine if one day you can put down you family and run away with me to ireland, switzerland or anywhere.. i really wish for that.. i really wish we could "find a place that belonged to us". i remember telling you that we will one day find a place of our own during our 1st valentine date.

i wanted to give you a surprise with the cupcakes but you saw right through me.. baby.. i love you more than anything and i really want to say that i will wait for you but i know its not going to change things between us.

we would still quarrel and i would always try to run away from everything. then you'll come along pulling me back closer to you. baby i miss everything about you. i miss your smell, the way you are with me.. i miss your hugs and kisses and i miss you.. i miss you so much that i have no words to sum it up.

although i was sooo mad at you during our phuket trip cuz i tot u didnt care.. i thought you didnt wanna go with me to phuket.. i tot i force u to go.. and im sorry for always forcing you to stay overnight with me.. im sorry.. but i just loved you company.. i always love being next to you and in your arms..

i love you fang yann.. and although in this life we cant be together i will always love you..