i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

am at work now.. feeling so tired.. ended work at around 3 am plus then had to wake up so early again for work.. there is flea today at scape and i so wanted to go but i cant.. oh well.. there will be still another time.. :)

right now listening to 98.7 and rihanna and enimen song. " love the way you lie" everytime i hear the chorus by rihanna i cant help but to think of you.

" Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And watch me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
The way you lie "

everytime i hear this part i cant help but to think of the lies that you feed me with and how i continue to believe in them.. im angry at myself not because i cant let go but cuz i dont want to let go.

i know everytime you tell me an excuse you are walking one step further away from me but i cant help but want to pull you back.. everytime you tell me you cant make it for work.. i try to believe in it even though i know deep down inside you are just running away and trying to avoid me.. no matter what.. i will still be the 3rd party in this whole story..

the story that i can stop....... back to top?