i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

Every time I look at my table I would notice this little red book. This book was the 1st thing I bought for myself during the Europe trip and it holds a significant importance to me. Red is the colour of love, anger, strawberries and anything else you can think of. This book is the one which I penned all my thoughts and emotions on, something that had kept me strong for these past few months.

As I flip through the contents of it, I cant help but to think of all the happy times which once belonged to us. Walking down milan street, the roulette, the wine and steak, the 2 whole chickens for dinner, tickle wars, kayaking around hong island and the jellyfish, the numerous amount of creme brulee that we had and the memories of how much attention you gave to me. To be honest, I was really happy because I was given a chance that time. A chance to be by your side and love you.

Yesterday when I saw your email I was really happy but I told myself "no I would not talk to you." But I could not control myself again and just went online with my iphone. And when you told me "then there is no point continuing this conversation, bb." My whole world went along with you. I thought that you would really come back and surprise me like how you use to. But you didn't. I cried my eyeballs out, I cried so hard until I thought I would stop breathing at any second. After crying and letting everything out I got tired.

Today when I woke up I saw your email and you ended your email with your name. I guess you have also made your choice . I am just glad that I am able to let you go and glad to have found back myself.

Cheers to the new me :) back to top?