i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

i know i promised not to blog about him but today is really killing me.

its like i was fine without you for that whole week. i let my heart died then suddenly you had to msg me, " i miss you" and screw up my whole system. I thought i could really let you go and yes im still trying to let you go. But after that msg i went back to square 1. I hate that, i hate that feeling of being so weak. the feeling of not being able to control my own feelings.

i have no other choice but to let go, yes i know im psychoing myself that too.. i know i must let go.. that i must draw this line between us.. i have the chalk in my hands yet i dont have the courage to draw that line. the line that will end everything.. i cant be like this. i cant continue like this.. i have gotta stop.. i have to back out..

overall this year is a pretty bad year for me, everything is not going in order.. i just really hope that it will all be over soon.. back to top?