i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

watching tv today and its funny how dramas are not totally unrealistic to a certain extent. Like in the channel 8 show, the 9 pm one when the guy is so crazy about the female to the extent whereby he does so much to win her over and gain her trust. In reality do guys like these still exist? Maybe somewhere out in the world, deep in the oceans or above the highest mountain I can still find guys who will give me the respect and love that I truly exist. But right now apprently infront of me there are none. *starts to think are my expectations too high?*

while watching desperate housewives, there was this saying there goes something like this, " everyone is judging everyone from what they see without knowing the real truth. And you will only start to judge yourself and your actions when you have truly taken a step back and view the whole picture." Upon knowing the whole story and judging yourself will you still continue that mistake? That's one answer that no one except for you needs to know.

Does true love still exist in this world? Is it something which is still important to me? Is it something which I care for with all that I have? No. Its not. Thinking back on all the things that have been happening in my life, the trips that I have taken, people I have met and things that I have seen. Love is just a small part in this world. But being as small as it seems, its not unimportant. While watching "stars for a cause" where darren and evelyn went to mumbai and tried their best to help those street kids steer away from drug addiction and self mutilation made me realise that although how small love plays a part in a person's life, it is still deemed as important. Some of these kids become the way they are due to the lack of love that they were given in their own homes. Some of these kids get abused, be it mentally, emotionally or even physically. And because of these constant abuse they turn to self mutilation and drug addiction to cope with the pain and sufferings they are faced with. Is this right? NO its not. Coping with pain, suffering, or even poverty are parts and parcels of life and true to say everyone has their own way of dealing with it. Through these mutilations and drugs what do they learn? They learn how to be unhappy with life, they learn how to vent out the frustrations on themselves. But once they are able to take a step out of this , then they will truly learn the art of appreciating life itself.

Life being as tough or fucked up as it is doesnt mean that we should be angry at it. When things doesnt go right, why not stop what you are doing and take a deep breath. And look at all the things that you have. Life is not forever, who knows it may be over the next day for some but that shouldnt stop us from being happy and doing things that brings happiness to the people around us. back to top?