i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

suddenly a the sinful aura fills the air that i am breathing in.. i know what i am doing is wrong.. what is happening is wrong.. then why am i doing it? why am i believing that things will change?? there is a saying that says.. a real man cleans up one mess before creating another.. sounds true enough to believe.. haha..

should i stay or should i go? should i trust or should i doubt?? i dont know.. actually i do know what i should do.. what is the right thing to do.. but.. maybe im just running from reality.. there is so many things that can happen.. what if it involves the life of someone innocent.. what should i do?? life is not as easy.. its not just i want than thats it.. there are consequences.. if this can happen in one mess.. it can happen in another.. i dont know what the hell im talking about.. its just suddenly there are so many signs that are appearing infront of me telling me to go the right path..

arghh... time time time.. time is never enough.. time is just horrifying.. time is just arghh.. the world never stops turning.. so why do people stop and wait?

aniways.. yst went back to the pub.. miss the people there.. miss man, sharon, aisha.. everyone.. didnt get to see some either.. but oh well.. may visit again.. depending.. dont want to see that bitch.. looking forward to 1st sat of may.. cant wait for it to come.. found a job today.. so im finally and offically EMPLOYED!! hahaha.. calls for a celebration.. wahahha.. its a childcare centre... 8/hr.. ok la.. at least im paid.. nothing to be sad about.. hahaha.. now just praying real hard that my application gets through.. cant wait to start uni life.. campus life.. sound so exciting.. all the ccas to choose from.. maybe sports?? maybe rider's club?? volleyball?? diving?? still must wait until i get accepted first.. if not.. i really gotta find other alternatives.. back to top?