i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

finally back in singapore.. a place where it seems familiar yet foreign.. finally back to a place where i have to face reality.. there is so much on my mind when i am alone.. when he is not by my side..

thinking about when things will end and when it will start.. thinking about where i stand.. today i met up with babe and her bf.. went from sch to sgh to ttsh.. then he came.. came to meet me at novena.. i was so happy.. when he called.. though it was late.. and everytime my phone ring i was hoping it was him.. when it finally was i cant tell you how happy i was.. even if it was just a simple "hello how are you." i felt bad when he had to send me home due to the heavy rain.. i know it made him late to go m'sia.. sorry love.. make you worry for me.. hope i didnt cause you much trouble.. and thanks for caring for me.. thanks for everything and take care.. sounds familiar?? hahaha..

right now.. i know i sound stupid and no one will pity me if this course changes into an undesirable direction.. maybe i am running from reality.. maybe i am running from the truth that stands infront of me.. will he be mine?? will he go back to where he is suppose to be?? and if he is gone, what will i do?? i really dont know.. all i know is that now i love to be by his side.. love being in his embrace.. love everything about him.. love the way he looks when he is tired and irritated (though sometimes when he tsk me i feel hurt but i understand its not intentional).. i just love being with him.. love superglueing myself to him 24/7 (may irritate u at times also).. even if in the end he is not mine.. at least i had one of the best time in my life..

i know this decision is unrealistic but i dont want to lose you now.. i dont want to lose what i have with you.. i dont want to lose those memories that we had.. the 1st quarrel we had.. the 1st of everything i had with you.. but i also don want to hold on to these alone.. i dont want to hold on to nothing.. i dont want to hold on to empty promises.. eleus see, hercules see.. haha.. i rmb what you say.. i rmb all the things you have told me.. the post arguments.. i rmb..

love.. do you rmb where you are in my heart? back to top?