i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

so long never blog le.. also lazy to do so.. exams is coming and i haven realli studied much.. i donno.. after exams, attachments will be here.. after attachments will be going to japan with huizi then will be off to china to visit my mum..

i also donno y these few days im getting soo pissed with my family.. i donno.. im getting more n more tired of living this type of live u noe.. the type where everyone just pretends to care.. its tiring when u have to live in a house where u have to learn wad and wad not to say.. and no matter wad happens it is indirectly ur fault.. its too tiring.. i seriously just wannan leave this house and just go to somewhere else to start anew..

another thing i started to feel is.. wad for am i studying so hard.. initially i wanted to study hard so that i can get grants and stuff like tt so that when i go other country to study, it wun be too financially hard on my parents.. but i guess this just shows that im being KPO.. well thats wad my dad says.. im being too stubborn cuz i wanna survive on my own.. i am being KPO cuz i wanna care about my family.. wadever i wanna do or care for my family is just a nuisance.. wadever i do is duo shi.. u noe.. like my bro ex gf like tt.. she steal my things and i complain.. im just causing trouble.. tts wad they say.. so i guess its alright for other ppl to steal my things.. cuz it gives my parents time to see wad type of person is she.. yea wadever lor..

all i wanted was to lessen ur burden.. is tt too much to ask for?? aniways i dont care le.. wadever it is.. its not my prob le.. u ask me to create less trouble and not be too stubborn n stuff.. i dont talk lor.. i dont do aniting lor.. then when i dont do aniting.. u say im being angry and u all start to be angry at my attitude.. u ask me dont care about this family de wad.. then when i stop caring.. wad r u all angry about... if u guys dont even noe wad u all want me to do.. then stop and think first lor.. then write down on a piece of paper wad i should or should not do.. like tt my life will be easier u noe..

this is just a fucked up world with fucked up ppl.. i dont even care who u all are already.. yea.. u guys are just family.. and so??? do u ever treat me like a family? i dono.. back to top?