i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

i dont know if the feelings i have for him are real.. i mean i know that no matter what happens i want him to be there for me.. always by my side.. caring for me and guiding me.. but i know that will only happen if the world is to fall apart.. that is a fact.. he will never feel the same way about me like what he did 5 yrs ago.. its pointless to be ruin by him.. its pointless to be going round n round just cuz the answer is not clear.. or maybe its me making it seem not clear by having illusions that it the dream that i once dreamt of will happen.. aniways.. i guess its time for me to let go.. let go of the memories that we once had.. the memories that left such an impact in my life.. the times when we went to the movies, the bus ride, the phone porriage that we always cook.. once and for all.. im going to let them all go.. im not going to be that girl that cant survive witout u by my side.. no matter how independent u want me to be.. u gotta understand i cant.. its my prob that i cant.. so pls stop forcing me.. its realli making me feel very horrible.. so i apologize to u (if u do see this).. im sorry that i chose to forget all the memories that we once created.. but in order for me to step out of my shell and find my true happiness... one that does not require u.. i have no choice but to delete u from my memories..


ps.. sorrie to those who do not understand this post.. some of my frens understand wad is going on.. and i wanna thx those who do.. i know u wun approve of my decision.. but i have no choice.. sorrie.. back to top?