Cold Nostalgia

Friday, January 4, 2008 @ 6:19 PM

A new year..

hmm.. lets start from xmas.. din do much on xmas.. was lonely pretty much.. hahaha.. but it was a happy one.. because my dad actually took the initiative to cook dinner for the family.. though it was tasteless im still happi.. cuz it has been some time since my dad cooked.. hahaha.. recieved a msg from an ex.. pretty wierd cuz of the conversation we were having.. haha.. he owe me a zoo trip.. haha.. but i forgive him.. don wanan get ham tam ltr by his gf for going out with him.. not that good too.. though its lk only frens.. hahaha..

for the new year.. met ying for escape.. 7 bucks only.. cheap right.. but don envy.. hahaa.. cuz alot ppl were there and its lk seriously we had to wait about 1 hr per ride.. it was horrible.. the worst was the stupid haunted house.. thanks to me and my stupid idea.. haha.. i actually wanted to scared ying by going.. but when we went in i was scared as well.. so dumb rite.. i noe.. than its lk she closed her eyes for the whole time.. leaving me with no choice but to open my eyes and bravely walk throught the stupid maze.. haha.. after that i met up wit yi wei (sec sch fren) and my other sch frens (which consist of my 2 ex and another fren) hahaha.. funni right.. we din do much.. sat around and they do their thing and we do ours.. haha.. pretty boring.. but had a fun time with yi wei.. hahaha..

school has started.. not very pleased with my results but that's wad i get for not studying much.. haha.. have to deal with it.. haha.. i donno la.. i feel that me and one of my fren, the frenship is sorta tense.. maybe its cuz i found out the real her.. i donno.. i am not exactly happi when she says me because i feel that she has no right? i donno.. its lk.. in terms of what she said.. she is worst off then me.. so i felt sorta hurt when she keeps saying that.. its not only her but them.. i know sometimes its a joke but it does hurt cuz i know im not like that.. i might say it for fun but i feel im diff from her.. but somehow they just seem to grp me n her together and make me worst.. haha.. and today i do feel bad for saying that she is worst off then me but that is the fact.. its cuz we are frens thats y i understand wad u feel.. but all im trying to do is help u suppress it so that others (guys) who are better will not be put off by that.. maybe that caused a misunderstanding.. honestly, im happy for u, im not jealous.. its just i know you are capable of finding a better one... not just any tom, dick or harry.. ya

just came back from shopping with lisa.. had fun.. haha.. bought alot of things.. 4 shirt n a sweater.. total of $39.. hahaha.. not bad hor.. hahaha.. while going home we saw amin and him fren.. he say his fren is his bro.. i wanna see some evidence.. hahahaha.. but his fren looks nt bad.. haha.. if that is realli his bro.. all i can say is.. amin u all look diff.. hahahaa.. no offence ah.. :)

A new year means the start of something new....