i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

These past few days after talking to loads of people and sitting and thinking about everything. I realise that, so what if I hanged on. Its not that I think he is not worth it, that's why I stop. But rather, if I really liked him as much as I claimed, then all I want is for him to be happy. And since I cant give him that kind of happiness then why do I want to pester him and make him upset?

I do still like him, but if its meant to be then its meant to be. Love cant be forced and planned, because thats just not the kind of love that I want. So I guess this is it. Thou we talked alot for the past 1 month, it was the happiest time for me. I loved waking up and seeing your messages and read them over and over again so that I could feel fuzzy and warm. And now, all I wanted was to wake up and see you sleeping next to me. I loved that night when you hugged me tightly to sleep as thou you were protecting me from the wind and cold. Loved it when I fit so perfectly in your arms and felt so safe that I could be sound asleep. I do miss you alot but maybe this is really for the best. I hope that we can still be friends and just hang out still although we never really did that before. But still. And I hope this summer you can bring your mum to singapore and that I can bring you around. back to top?