Friday the 13th

Today is our first night date and I enjoyed it really much. We met a little later due to the reservation timing. Reservation? Aww I feel so blessed to have someone like him, he is so sweet. After we met at the side gate of Uni, we had a very akward hug, fair enough I was really shy and I did not want to scare him off. Then we just took the train and went to Cardiff Bay. My first time to Cardiff Bay and I'm loving it. Cuz obviously, I went with him. haha. Biased. Anyways, we ended up at Cosmos, a chinese buffet. ARghhhh.. I felt like a pig cuz I had so much food. I felt like Godzilla for crying out loud but luckily he was alright about my food intake. haha. "Honey, thanks for dinner and hot cooca" you see, I'm not really good at these things, saying thank you and stuff, its not I take him for granted but its just, i dont know how to say it. I know it sounds really stupid. AFter that he brought me to get hot cocoa while he had the manly coffee and we just walked around the bay area and talked and had fun. After that we took the train back to cardiff and back to my place to take my stuff. You see, at that point in time all I wanted to do was to wrap myself in his arms but I was too shy to do it. I dont know why I was. I just didnt want to screw this up. Anyways, we went back to his and talked and watch the ninth gate by johnny depp. Okay, that was not my favourite film of him but yea.

He was so cute when he slept. Fair enough it was just a tiny bed and all, and occassionally I would wake up cuz of my tummy and my eye were giving me problems. I felt a little unwell then, but oh well. He was soo cute. He would just cover his eyes with his eyes and that poor baby must be really tired and stressed cuz he even frowned in his sleep. All I wanted to do was to cuddle him in my arms. The next morning we had breakfast before having a little cheeky kiss. I'm going to sound sooooo pervy but I'm not joking when i say he freaking turns me on. I dont know if its his scary muscles that gives me wild thoughts or the fact that i'm just so into him or fact that he just simply flipped the switch n managed to just turn me on with his kisses. But sadly I had to go home so he could do his work :( I cant wait to be with him again. to just be near to him, smell his lovely cologne and touch his scary muscles and just be in his arms and knowing that i'll be safe.