Cold Nostalgia

Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 11:52 PM

Love has taken off yet again. how will i survive this one week without him by my side? hmm.. i think i can survive pretty well.

how come the sudden change? im not sure either, but yes i still have those rollercoaster moments but im learning. learning to be more independent so that love can concentrate more on his career.

wanted to surprise him today at the airport but in the end still couldnt give him the card that i wanted to give. a little disappointed cuz i could have asked him to tell the group that he needed to go toilet and i could just pass to him.. all i wanted was to pass it to him, no need for other frilly stuff like hugs and stuff..

talking about surprises, love actually gave me a surprise i would never forget. haha.. its those surprise you dont know whether to feel angry or sad or happy those type. but nonetheless, love thanks for putting in so much effort into giving me this surprise. i really appreciate it alot. and i want to keep appreciating you and all the things you have done to keep me by your side.

i know i am not exactly the easiest person to handle especially when my emotions are concerned, but bravo to you. still cant believe that you have so much patience with me.. but promise me k, dont be like "papa" your bro and ignore me..

p.s. i hope that with each passing day, our love will grow and that the mutual trust and understanding between us will be stronger. i really hope i have the chance to grow old with you and give you little commandos. can i?