i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

as i stare blankly into my computer screen, a string of question enters my mind.. what are you doing? have you eaten? are you cold? are you well? do you miss me? and the question just continue to fill this tiny brain of mine.. i want to fall deeper into your world, your life.. but before i do.. is there space in your life to accomodate one more person?

your world seems so preoccupied with work.. i understand work should be first priority and that i should not be selfish.. but i really hope with this tiny heart of mine.. that you could acknowlegde my presense inbtween ur toilet breaks or your smoking break.. even if its a simple "dont wait up for me" makes a huge difference..

so glad that i could hear your voice yet again and see your face even if it was for a short while.. which gets me to my point of hating the phrase, "absence makes the heart grow fonder".. to hell it that.. absences just screws up my mind and my emotions.. it just makes me want you more by my side..

despite the long distance and the minimal contact, i really want to just fly over there now and appear at your doorstep.. giving you the biggest surprise anyone can give you.. falling asleep while watching you do your work.. that a dream that im having now.. just want to be by your side.. like you said.. "glue knows no boundaries." but why am i restricting myself?

why am i stopping myself from falling deeper in love with you.. there is so much that i want to give to you.. so much that i want to share with you.. but i am afraid.. i am afraid that this will just be a dream .. and one day when i wake up.. everything is gone..

what will i do if the day when all the things we shared becomes a speck of dust in this world? back to top?