i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

today i had a quarrel.. with my best friend.. its the 1st time in 8 yrs we have ever quarrelled.. the reason of the quarrel maybe a misunderstanding but really.. i really din expect him to have said the stuff that he did.. i feel really sad.. im afraid i may lose this best friend for life but on the other hand his words hurt me alot. people can judge me but not him cuz he knows me too well. but i guess i was wrong to believe in that.. suddenly i just dont know what to believe anymore.. i know he is concerned but things he said doesnt tell me that.. saying stuff like i told you so.. is really not the words that i want to hear at this point in time.. i know what has happened i know but you have to remind me that alright..

i really dont know if this friendship can still last or not.. but i really dont have the strenght to hold on to it anymore.. deep inside of me i feel like crying, feel like giving you a slap in the face, feel like telling you im not what you said.. but i cant.. right now inside of me is just a hollow wall... back to top?