i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

one week at imh and im really loving it.. i felt kinda sad when alot people stigmatise these people.. they are not crazy, they are just mentally unwell.. thats all.. they are really quite fun people to be with and they are alright after their medications.. have been eating malay food at imh these few days cuz there is nothing really much nice to eat there.. haha.. another thing that piss me off are some of my mates this attachment.. as a nurse, dont u tink u should not stigmatise these people... yes i agree that these people have trouble taking care of themselves, but isnt that we are there for? and dont u feel the shame when u call them dirty and dont even dare touch their shoulder or something.. they are just like your normal patients in the normal wards for goodness sakes.. and you people really disgust me.. i mean literally so wad if you guys have gpa of 3.8.. so wad?? with attitude like this.. seriously.. go and reflect on yourselves..

aniways today watched coming soon with syahriah, her bf and huili.. its really scary.. i tink i wasted money on this.. seriously dont dare to watch and kip looking beside me if there was anione next to me.. haha.. it really scared the shit out of me.. haha.. i cant stand it.. aniways tml is my dear dear bday and im getting so excited.. first time celebrating with him though i donno where to go or what to do.. but hope it will go smoothly.. love u dear. back to top?

finally attachments at kkh is done.. haha.. although O&G is not my favourite field but i gotta say i quite enjoy it in some ways.. i see and realise alot of things.. 1 thing is that its definitely not easy being a woman.. another thing i realise is that although we should not judge people by the things they do but sometimes it just trigger this feeling inside of me when i see TOP (termination of pregnancy) and usually due to own selfishness.. but either or, its their decision and i should not comment much on it.. saw a dead fetus on the 2nd day of work if im not wrong.. yea.. but im glad that for some of the cases, the husbands were there with their wives throughout and i tink thats damn important.. enough of the grief, there were happy things that happened too.. when you get to see that the mums giving birth to a healthy baby.. though i din get to see the process but i quite enjoy the nursery.. loveee feeding the babies.. they are just damn cute.. haha.. esp on the last day of attachment when i carry this fat baby.. omg.. just wanna carry him the whole day sia.. super fat and soooo cute.. just lk the mama u noe.. super cute.. haha..

watched my bloody valentine that day with dear, adeline and her bf.. n so irritating.. i don have china face k.. i have my own face.. wahahha.. but tt day super funni la.. the movie is not bad la.. not very scary.. i think there is like shock factor but i will probably rate it like 3/10.. but the gory factor i will rate it 8/10.. hwahaha.. super gory but then i din like the ending.. like abit wth.. and we watched 3d. but i don get the 3d the feel leh.. so sad la.. but quite funni la the show esp with dear around.. ahhaa..

yst fri went to meet dear then went to walk around then in the end, we ended up in raffles hotel.. still wanted to try the teppanyaki ice cream.. x time ba.. haha.. then saw justin.. i tink it has been donno how many eons since i last saw him.. super shocked sia.. haha.. then went to meet my fren there.. talked awhile before heading to raffles this garden thingy.. dear slept as usual.. tt pig can just slp aniwhere and everywhere.. so damn hillarious.. ahhaa.. after that we headed to marina square to eat kfc.. haha.. after that we just headed home.. asked him to watch coming soon with me but he don want.. ask me to watch wit someone else somemore.. hahaha..

today went for this yep outing thingy.. talking about it just makes me pissed.. esp wit my "best friend" simply have nothin much to say about her.. im speechless.. had 3 jabs.. and one hurts.. haha.. then had mac's for breakfast.. ms santhi's treat.. (thx ms santhi) before heading to this nursing home for community service.. haha.. finished in around 1 hr plus before heading down to orchard with ying.. haha.. went to far east plaza to have the korean food there.. realli quite nice the food and not very ex.. haha.. one person around 12 plus.. yea.. after that was just simply shopping.. bought some new clothing.. bought this super cute dress and this skirt which i donno should i have buy or not.. haha.. was decidin between 2 skirts actually but settled for this one.. oso donno nice anot.. after that walked around looking at makeup.. still looking for a concealer.. and saw benefit the blusher.. soooooo nice.. but super ex.. 60 for one blusher.. after that went to this resturant thingy called central to eat.. not bad.. haha.. the beef is nice.. yea.. haha..

shall update more soon.. cant wait for imh posting on monday.. ahhaa.. back to top?

fri, 06 march

after attachment rush home to change then meet ying at the hairdresser place.. then in the end, i cut my fringe short again then also trim my hair also.. in the end by the time we finish its time for dinner so ended up at chinatown there the market to eat. we had xiao long bao and beef hor fun.. after that took mrt down to ps to buy some stuff in the end we went home.. really had lots of fun today.. haha.. must faster meet with leona too..


sat, 07 march

today went to see dr cuz of the stupid cough.. then after that went down to chinatown to buy alarm clock then go nearby my house to buy dog food.. practically going to no money le.. wahah.. in the end went home and prepare to go out with my dear.. we met at somerset mrt which i was late.. and in the end he din reall like my hair.. hahaa. but oh well. already cut le.. so no choice.. haha.. we went to cine to watch movie.. wanted to watch he is just not that into you but he wanted to watch role model. so we flip coin.. haha.. in the end it was role model for us.. its quite funni and seann william scott i tink is his name is quite handsome.. the show realli quite funni and contains damn lots of vulgarities and contain some nudity.. haha.. guys will enjoy the nudity i tink.. haha.. after the movie we walkedd around and saw his frens.. haha.. after walking for like 2 hours plus we ended up pepper lunch.. after that he send me home before going home.. back to top?

exams are finally over. but tomorrow will be the start of my attachments at KK hospital for 2 wks followed by 2 wks at IMH.. it will be about 1 and a 1/2 month that i cant see my dear.. maybe only on sat and sun will we have time for each other.. but this sunday is meera's daughter wedding so those who are going for YEP are invited.. envious?? dont be cuz its in the morning.. MORNING u noe.. lk omg.. i have to wake up and go to some tank road or something which i have no idea where.. haha.. but indian weddings are cool.. super colourful and certainly an eye opener.

watched marley and me on thurs with dear and cheryl.. its a cute show.. especially when marely is sooo cute.. and cheryl cried.. haha.. i tink alot of the ppl cried while watching.. i thought it was sad but didnt cry maybe cuz i was being too pissed off at the guy behind me who kept kicking my chair.. seriously no manners sia.. and u dare to glare at me after the show as if its my prob.. dont for a second tink u are handsome tt y i was looking at u.. i will realli vomit sia.. for wad i look at u when my bf is so handsome himself.. hahaha.. was really shocked that day when dear read my mind.. its like.. i seriously thought that mos is not worth the price and that thai express is ex.. cant believe how easy it is to read me like a book.. maybe i should be less predictable and maybe that will be better.. wahaha.. but its too hard to be unpredictable.. especially when i love to talk.. haha.. didnt really feel well that day cuz of some reasons which i was unable to find the answer for.. its soo irritating when im feeling something but have nothing to explain what i am feeling.. and also cuz after thai express food.. i wasnt feeling that well also cuz the thing i ate was just too damn oily.. realli just made me sick that day..

on fri met dear to eat prawn mee.. its nice ok.. only that day not nice only.. hahaha.. but its nice.. after that walked around parkway cuz had nothing to do.. just waited for time to pass.. saw a really cute cap which dear was tempted to buy.. its really cute but it really reminds me of donald duck.. haha.. loveeee spending time with my baby.. cuz he is just too damn irritating but thats wad i love about him.. hahaha.. maybe for now only.. wahahha :P after that dear send me home before he head out to meet his frens.. miss him real bad when he left.. but a man gotta do wad a man gotta do.. hahaha.. so too bad

dear slept like a pig on sat which he usually is.. so it doesnt really matter.. hahaha.. in the end we rented a dvd with angelina jolie to watch.. the movie was alrite but its really funny to see that there are actually curved bullets.. which is ridiculous.. but its quite ok la.. not bad.. ahaha.. the feeling that my bf actually rents dvd and watching with me on a rainy day is really special.. i thought that only happens in movies but its happening in my life and im lovin it..

today left house abit late so in the end only can meet him for awhile before he go to work.. sad.. but then really love him more today.. although that gal more prettier la.. but i noe u wun go and like her de.. cuz u cannot don have me.. :P later i too overconfident sia.. hahaha.. jkjk.. talk alot of things with him today.. and realise how special that feeling is when 2 ppl tink alike.. its like.. there is no need for explainations.. i donno how to say either.. its really wierd u noe.. but its good.. ahaha..

miss u alot dear.. faster come home and online with me.. back to top?