i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

what is valentine's day? valentine's day to me is a day where people will do something extra for their loved ones so that they can show their partners some care n love.. but it doesnt mean that everyone's valentine's day should be the same.. to me.. it doesnt really matter what you do on valentine's day.. often people may splurge on expensive resturants cuz to them its showing love.. some will make little gifts just to show how much they care about they dears.. well.. this year.. st. valentine has given me the most special valentine day.. he actually taught me that valentine's day is most special when you celebrate with the one you love.. and there is a saying that goes, " everyday is valentine's day when you are with the one you love the most."

this morning woke up early so i could meet azlinda to collect the cupcakes from her.. and she was so cute.. she carried the cupcakes around n her bf doesnt even noe its his surprise.. after packing the cupcakes for her.. i went home and lazed around.. wanted to do my jap hw but was too lazy.. in the end psychoed my bro to write a few for me.. in the end was super late for my lessons.. and met up with hz.. after jap lessons.. i went to meet my dear for my v-day..

in the beginning of the day i was quite moody.. cuz whenever my dear called me it became a miss call cuz i was doing something.. and when i called back.. he was busy.. then i din get to hear my dear voice until around 4 plus.. miss him soo much.. then after that mood became alot alot better when he was like a small boy.. haha.. then so funny la.. he donno what to wear.. just wear anithing can le.. cuz i just love the way you look no matter wad you wear.. then met him at tanjong pagar.. wanted to gif him surprise for the cupcakes de but then when i wanna take out my camera.. he saw.. hai.. after tt we went to clark quay and settled for cafe iguana.. sorrie dear.. make u give in to me.. x time pei u eat tony romas kk.. then after that we walked all the way around fort canning and made our way down to cityhall and then to the parliment house.. where we just lied on the grass and just stared at everything.. dear ah.. one day.. we will find that place that belongs to us.. ok? so please be patient.. after that around 11 plus.. we went back to take mrt.. n he couldnt send me home if not he will miss last train.. felt so sad when i see him leave and when he had tt sad face on him.. just makes my small little heart ache when i see him so sad.. don be sad k? we can still meet de.. thx dear for being soo sweet and everything today.. really made me very very very happy..

although this v-day had no flowers, balloons or anithing v-dayish.. its one of the sweetest v-day ever cuz i managed to spend every min with you.. there will be other v-day for us to celebrate de.. i know there will be.. and i noe u are waiting for me to write finish.. love u ~ back to top?

have been busy with elaha projects and studying.. hahhaa.. okok.. and going out as well.. being going out these few days.. with choco pie.. on sat had bcls.. i was so disappointed in myself.. cuz in the practice i got 100% for both ventilation and compression for the 1 man.. but when it came to the real thing.. i guess the maniqune ( spelling error ) didnt like me. and my compressions were too much and ventilations werent enough.. and i had to redo rescue breathing for like 4 times.. blow so many times until my mouth tired sia.. so irriating la.. then after that met choco pie at tanah merah to go to changi beach since he was in a bad mood.. glad that he felt happier after that.. we sat there and felt the sea breeze and talk n joked and laughed.. it was pretty enjoyable.. after that we took bus back to bedok and had dinner at 85.. we had ba chor mee, osyter omelette my fav.. and bbq chicken.. i seriously loveee to eat with him sia.. haha.. all the things he don like i like.. eg. chicken wing.. how can ppl not like it.. its sooo nice.. hahaha.. :x after that i took the train back myself cuz he was too tired.. haha..

then on sun i just stayed home and didnt do much.. just slept n slept.. hahah.. really enjoy the time on my bed just sleeping there and doing nothing.. the feeling is just soo heavenly.. haha.. then chatted online with him for almost the whole day.. i still rmb the thing he said which totally made my day.. haha..

on mon.. had nsl theory test.. tink i can pass and he was late.. forever one that boy. hahaha.. didnt do much also la in school then after school met him again to beach road for beef noodle.. its really nice.. esp the beef balls.. soooo nice.. then after that went around arab street to walk walk.. but didnt manage to see ani nice things.. maybe wrong street.. hahaa.. cuz all sell cloth leh.. then we sat down at the roadside there where those ah pek sit de.. hahaha.. then talk and take photos.. so funny la.. the building gt some fake bird hanging on the string.. like for wad sia.. aahaa.. so cute la.. after that went all the way to pasir ris park then sat awhile befor heading home.. ahhaa..

tues went to marina square after school to buy things.. and this way was one of the most malu days of my school life.. apart from that time when i was in the engineering block when my skirt almost flew up.. ahhaha.. but this time i fell down the stairs and landed on my knees.. i really have no idea wad i was thinking.. maybe i was thinking of that quote " if you believe in it, you can create it" there is a small story behind in and my queenies noe it aniways.. then some guys who happen to walk pass laughed at me.. seriously i noe its funni but then at least shut up n laugh later ah.. so mean la.. then after walking around aimlessly and chatting.. we ended up at secret recipe for a beef lasagna and my fav choco banana cake.. its nice ok.. cuz gt alot banana and banana prevents constipation.. wahhaha.. :p after tt just headed home lor..

then today.. finally.. i skipped school.. wahahhaa.. cuz i didnt wanna go school for the stupid nsl sim lab.. then after his school.. he came to find me and we walked around my house here then talk lor.. it does seem we have alot of things to talk about rite.. ahhaha.. yea..

aniways i wanna go slp le.. shall update soon when i gt more time.. n rmb.. always be yourself, dont be afraid to tell someone you dont like them.. be more brave and save them time and allow them to have more chances of finding the right one.. and for others.. rmb to smile cuz a smile can go a thousand miles.. and u will never know who will go that thousand miles just to see that smile of yours.. nites ppl back to top?

lets start off wit thurs.. elaha presentation pretty much sucked.. but oh well.. just was abit upset over it.. but wads done is done.. no point crying over spoilt milk rite.. wahaha.. then after elaha, my dear dear hz.. waited wit me for choco pie.. after tt we went to take bus.. initally wanted to go to clark quay but in the end we stopped at ikea for hot dogs.. n guess who i bumped into.. wy.. he was going there with his mum.. but i donno y.. after msging him abit. i gt abit fed up.. like i donno.. wierd?? i donno la.. aniways.. its great to hear tt he has moved on.. n i was quite shocked/surprised/touched that he was wearing the mickey shirt i gt for him. haha.. after tt we decided to walk one round around ikea b4 taking bus down to clark quay.. went to walk all the way to the italian resturant.. wanted to intro it to him but then too bad it closed down.. so sad la. the food is nice lor.. then we bought the turkish ice cream.. its sooooo diff now.. n sooo ex.. 3 bucks.. and it tasted like phlegm.. soo disgusting la.. but still managed to swallow it down.. hahaha.. so in the end we just sat down n tok.. tok tok.. then suddenly gt one frog infront of me.. lk wth la.. frog sia.. i faster walk away.. lk some idiot lk tt.. haha.. but its a frog.. nt a fly.. hahaa.. then after tt wanted to eat the fish n chip but it was closed.. so went all the way to ck behind the market to eat beef hor fun.. its realli nice leh.. n sugar cane.. just lovee the way sugar cane taste.. yummy.. after tt.. i donno y.. we took the wrong bus.. sorrie.. pai seh.. took all the way to river valley la.. lk.. omg.. lost liao.. waited for cab then finally manage to reach home in one piece.. haha..

today practice bcls stuff again.. partner wit ms flower.. damn funni la.. baby baby.. we kept laughing all the way but this time was much better as compared to wed.. this time we realli manage to do it properly.. then i so happi la.. manage to do a full 5 cycle and all of them hitting the line.. ahhaha.. satisfaction.. haha.. then play around with the baby n took photos n stuff.. so funni.. then after sch took 14 wit ms flower ... she went to valley point.. the place tt i was lost tt day.. haha.. then i took to ps to meet cheryl.. had secret recipe.. choco banana.. shiok as ever.. hahah.. after tt went walk walk then settle down at times to read books.. came across this book called the rule of loves.. quite funni and cute la.. it says tt u shd always find someone who can make u laugh lk u nvr laughed b4.. cuz one day.. when money, looks, and the body u fell in love with are gone.. it is only the laughter that is left that makes the rs so sweet.. tot it was quite true.. its gd to find someone who u love to laugh with n do silly stuff with.. its swt.. haha.. met choco pie wit cheryl n went to eat the wong kok cafe at bugis.. okok la.. nt tt bad.. but definitely nt my fav.. haha..

things happened 2day that made me realise smthing.. nvr wait for something to be lost then worry about it.. treasure what u have now.. cuz we are far off better than others who don have the previlage of slping in air-con room.. eating good food n stuff.. so in life we must realli learn to treasure every little thing.. life's simple if only u want it to be.. so just try to live everyday like its ur last day.. do wadever that makes u happy cuz u onli go thru today once.. tml will be another day.. so dont worry too much about everything else n just enjoy ur life.. do it while u can.. hahaha.. before u realise its too late to enjoy.. :) back to top?

today had like stupid 4 hrs break la.. then we din noe wad to do.. then ms flower Q was late today.. by the time she came lesson already finished.. stop being so late k.. if nt going to change title for u le.. wahahah... aniways.. HAPPI B-DAY SINING & SIWEI... hope u guys have a great 20th bday.. donno wad to get for u.. so tt y yst lou chu ma jiao.. hahaha.. so hard to keep things from u guys.. hai.. sad sia.. haha.. aniways.. love u guys alot alot.. thx for everything from MI until now.. HUGGGSSSSXXXX... hee..

din do much today.. after lessons had to rush off to meet family cuz mama today flying off back to china.. miss her alot.. although she always leave.. but when she leaves she hugsss me.. n i wish that time can last forever.. just love to hug all of them.. but its ok.. still gt papa and kor kor for me to hug.. haha.. then we went to eat lerk thai.. not very nice in my opinion.. n it was soooo ex.. 85.10 ok.. damn ex la.. n totally not worth it.. after mama went in we left le.. was at terminal 3 then saw a big group of jap students.. hai... y.. all the jap guys like so cute de.. haha.. cant understand y sg don have.. hahaha.. then 1/2 way home papa went to the chi sinsei then kor kor send me home.. donno y today sooo damn tired.. slept during the 4 hrs break.. (abit onli la) then slp during lecture.. slp to airport and back home.. i feel like such a pig.. cannot le la.. must start exercising soon..

then yst was watching tv.. then suddenly feel lk taking up boxing.. okok.. its not exactly the most feminine thing to do.. but im not feminine rite.. wahahaha.. i just seems fun u noe.. and imagine if u can train wit ur future husband.. so gd la.. u can box him but he cant box u.. wahahhaa.. evil rite.. ahaha.. then today emoed abit during sch.. ahhaa.. seems like the v-day fever is catching on.. those who are attached are fretting over wad to get for their dear ones.. so cute la.. hmm.. its ok.. im just waiting for the skies to drop my prince to me.. haha.. wish all those who are attached can be with their partners for very long and hope they will be forever so swt to each other.. cuz tts part of love.. another part is to love each other's flaws and understand and be there for one another.. guess im just another sucker for love.. hahaha.. but oh well.. back to top?

went to east coast today.. went back to a familiar place which i always loved.. the memories that i hoped could have stood still.. surprisingly.. that place still gave me that safe and calming effect like that day.. maybe its cuz its the only place i have been so far where i feel that the whole sky belongs to me.. and when it makes me really realise that the world doesnt wait for us.. so no matter wad it is.. we still gotta kip moving on..

no point dwelling on the past and wishing for things that did not and could not have happened.. things happen for a reason and since the reason was that.. i gotta accept it and move on.. feel really relaxed today at ecp when i was sitting down looking at the clouds just floating pass while huizi was advicing choco pie.. wish could have stayed there the whole day.. love the way clouds float pass.. the feeling is rather hard to describe.. but its really great..

aniways.. this morning went to yiwei hse. met randall and we walked all the way there and surprisingly we were the earliest.. hahaha.. look at her cook mee sua for us.. then meng and cake came.. it was quite funni when each of us don eat certain stuff then we started to exchange the food.. its was fun.. but then i had to leave early cuz i have jap lesson.. sad rite.. i was lk super late sia.. haha.. but ok la.. and lessons ended quite late today as well but oh well.. then went to bedok then to ecp.. seriously need to start shaping up before my tanning sessions with the gals..

before that.. on the 30th, my frens came to my hse for cny.. azlinda, adeline, hz and the twins.. we had really damn lots of fun with the crazy photo taking.. then in the afternoon azlinda, adeline, hz and me went vivo.. shopping!!!. finally bought my bikini which im sooooo happi about.. soon soon im gg to sentosa for my tanning session.. but b4 tt.. we all must have one long dress rite azlinda... then u noe when u wear it.. wahahhaha..

k la. oso donno wad else to write le.. aniways happi cny..~ back to top?