i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

this just gg to be a short post.. today watch ip man with ying n twins.. omg.. the show is like sooooooooooooooo nice.. totally fell in love wit the character.. esp donnie yan.. the part when i fell in love was when he say tt he is not afraid of his wife.. its just he respect his wife.. like soo omg.. so swt.. smtimes its easy to say but hard to do.. haha.. just lookin at him is like.. he gt soooo much sense of security.. so manly.. n its like sooo hard to find a donnie yan in this era now.. wish could have been born in tt era.. wahaha.. got johnny depp.. donnie yan.. all those oldies.. so man.. haha.. and tt jap guy hiroyuki ikeuchi.. he like soo cool too.. i found him to be like super familiar.. no wonder la..he was in bambino and gto.. haha.

its funny sometimes how people can feel so much emotions when they are unsure of what they are actually doing.. the thing im feeling now is hard to describe.. a little bit of everything i guess.. sourness.. emptiness.. that heavy feeling that i hate so much is just there.. i really wish for it to just go away.. hate days like this when my heart feels so heavy. yes it does sound illogical but feelings are always illogical. sometimes i think how come i feel this emotion? what does it mean? maybe its just that i am afraid of feeling this certain emotion. its scary. its smthing that can bond or break a person. jealousy. why am i feeling this way. its feels stupid.. its really confusing.. i just don like to feel this way.. cuz it just simply makes me feel inferior.. and i hate tt feeling or rather afraid of feeling inferior.. it just simply suxs.. im tired.. tired of thinking when the day will come crashing on me...... back to top?