i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

i dont know if anyone of you out there have felt this dilemma before.. its like when you are stuck in the middle, unsure of which side you should walk.. which side is the right path.. for me.. im feeling this dilemma now.. its like.. i want to express my jealousy, my anger, my saddness and my happiness to you.. but i am afraid.. i am afraid that one day my overwhelming emotions will just drive you away from me.. but when i dont say, i feel uneasy.. i just dont know what is happening to me anymore.. where is the me that i once knew.. the one that will just say what she thinks and feel and what her stands are.. that girl is suddenly lost..

i guess alot of things have happened in the past and made me realise that sometimes saying too much can drive someone away from you.. that was something that happened and thats what i dont which to happen again.. aniways had a talk with sy just now.. and the misunderstandings are all cleared.. i guess its really hard sometimes when you wanna turn down someone who like you.. haha.. but oh well.. i guess after the misunderstanding is cleared.. i started to have more faith in myself.. seriously i dont think that i am TT lousy right.. wahaha.. just fierce and vulgar..

watch cartoon and the saw 1.. it was really horrible.. very scary and gory.. make me lose appetite.. but its still better than quarantine.. quarantine is super scary and scared the shit out of me.. but its quite nice to watch la.. hahaha.. recommend to watch.. haha.. common tests are over and i tink this time around it shouldnt be that bad.. and attachment is like wad on monday.. at KK hospital this time.. hope all goes well.. quite anxious about it.. yea.. back to top?