i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

sorrie if i left aniting out.. hahaha.. cuz my memory is abit failing me.. so i may forget wad i did these past few days..

-21 june-
went shopping with my mama to luo hu... a place to buy all those branded stuff.. didnt buy much here.. went to buy alot of shoes though.. i tink i bought about 5-6 pairs of shoes.. damn alot right.. i noe.. and we also went to buy specs.. hahaa.. bought 2 goofy specs 1 sunglass and 1 school specs.. hahaha.. but its quite cheap that is why can buy a few.. haha.. after that we went to walk around and saw 2 small bags ( the green n yellow ). the material is good and it looks cute.. haha.. after that we went to eat at the massage place downstairs.. i had 2 bowl of rice again.. haha.. i always have 2 bowls of rice there.. we had flower clam, bamboo clam, some veggies and this really nice fried fish.. i donno wad it is called but its the best.. then after that we went for massage..

-22 june-
abit forget where i went with my mama on this day.. i tink we all woke up late.. then in the end went to eat dim sum.. alright only la the dim sum.. has this different type of char siew bao.. haha.. quite nice but too sweet.. after that we went to buy a few fruits then went for 3 hour massage.. wahaha.. after that my cowmo( auntie ) called and ask us go eat dinner.. we went to eat pizza hut near our place.. it wasnt very nice.. but the soup is nice.. its like delifrance the soup with the bread thingy covering it. yea.. their stuff crust sucks too.. haha.. after that we all went home.. but me and my mama went downstairs our house to shop.. we went to this shop called jeanwest or was it jeanswest..somthing like that.. spent i tink like about 200- 300 plus ( singapore dollars ) we bought alot of things.. i tink a total of about 19-20 pieces of clothes.. haha.. so each shirt/skirt/shorts is about S$10-15. we shopped till about 12am at that shop.. hahaha

-23 to 26 june-
these 4 days my mama was working so i dont remember what i did much in the mornings.. ahaha. i remembered these few days was really raining cats n dog.. really very very big.. n the winds are horrible.. so strong.. scary.. during these days.. me and my papa went to alter my shoes and the clothes that my mama dont want so she gif me.. and he also brought me to eat some pork rice.. very very nice.. very tender.. and also our house downstairs the soup is nice too.. haha.. also went to hua qiang bei to see handphones.. cuz that is the place to see electronic stuff.. got one night dinner went to eat with mama frens.. at seafood restaurant.. i love the food there too.. haha.. its very nice.. had 2 bowl of rice again.. haha.. then we bought some lychee.. but it was hillarious.. haha.. the lychees were tied to the branch.. the leaves were not even lychee leaves.. haha.. and my mama fren bought 1kg for S$6.. haha.. so ex la.. kanna cheated.. then after that me n mama went to do nails and also had them la mao.. haha... meaning they use the thread to pluck out the hair from ur leg.. haha.. then on another night we went to dinner with my uncle n his fam.. to this steamboat restuarant.. had sooooooo much beef.. so happy.. ahhaa..



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finally for some updates on wad happen.. i do apologise if the post do get long sometimes.. as u all noe i loveee to talk and have lots of stories to share.. hahaha.. : x

-06 june 2008-
went to sentosa with a few of my frens.. adeline, hui zi and li fang.. hui zi n li fang didnt tan... so in the end only adeline tan. that day the sun wasnt that hot so didnt ge much of a tan.. quite sad.. but oh well.. was still happi.. we were suppose to meet at 12 or 1230 i tink.. in the end everyone was late.. haha.. and lifang reached first followed by me.. haha. so while waiting for the rest.. we camwhore abit.. ahhah.. when everyone reached we went to vivomart to buy some food to bring there and eat.. wahaha.. bought sushi.. abit wierd rite.. when we finally reach sentosa we found a spot but realise it was a resturant chairs.. so had to at least buy a cup of ice cream.. super ex i tell u.. hahaha.. then we stayed there till about 6 plus before heading back to vivo for dinner.. after dinner we sat and talk awhile then we all headed home.. did alot of camwhoring though.. so can go to my photobucket to see.. hahaha

-09 to 20 june 2008-
these 2 weeks were attachement time.. hahaha.. it was fun.. with nurul and adeline same shift as me.. so sad ira nt same.. if nt more fun.. tis time attachment was cool.. but then my partner was horrible.. tt matrix ah.. realli u noe.. 1st she had urine going into her eyes while collecting smu.. seriously.. gt nthing to say.. then another incident happened.. but not realli convienent to say.. its very serious.. but the staff nurses were nice and didnt want to point out to the CI cuz dint want to gif her ani trouble.. and she very bad la.. all the small junior work dont wanna do.. wait until those core skills then wanna do.. very de wad.. make until some core skills i have no chance to do.. luckly there the staff sometimes will come n ask me to do.. haha.. the coolest tings i did were catheterization ( indwelling and in/out) as well as subcutaneous.. haha.. i was so scared when i did those but luckily everything went smoothly.. haha.. so its ok..

right now.. im in china.. visiting my mama.. haha.. going out soon.. n this year i realli wanna change my appearance.. haha.. started to wear skirts and sleeveless.. then now starting to slowly put makeup on.. hahaha.. must step by step.. hahaha.. hope i can get use to the change.. haha.. after all.. which gal doesnt wanna be pretty and happy.. its every gal's secret wish..

after letting go.. i feel alot happier.. haha.. and im realli glad i let go.. its maybe one of the bes decision i have ever made.. lalala.. aniways.. will be adding more zi lian photos on the photobucket so can go n see.. haha back to top?

recently found this meaningful saying.. or poem or wad u call it.. i wrote it in my diary cuz i always want to rmb it no matter wad.. but now i wanna share wit all of u.. those who may tink tt u are in love or is in love.. it may be long... but if u want.. pls feel free to read..

why hold someone back when u noe u dont love them. why keep them to urself when u noe u wont wanna have them. why let them miss other chances when u noe they can have them. if u realli dont love someone let them go, hurt them now not later for a longer relationship builds stronger emotions.

a good relationship isnt a game u play or an ego trip u take. its abt love and 2 pl. loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever ne & it can hurt more than we can believe to. when it does not realli hurt when tt person did someting disappointing to u, but realli hurt when u see the person in pain & saddness, den u noe u truely love that person.

loving someone means u shd be ready to experience heartache & happiness at the same time. thats the reward & the risks. unless we are realli willing to experience it, we will never noe what its like to love n be loved. sharinglove is probably the most meaningful and valuable experience one can have.. and there is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone..

loving someone takes effort. we have to be able to communicate with each other. nobody can read each other's mind and we always presume that our partners noe wad we tink. maybe in time we might be able to predict and sense each other's thoughts but its never perfect and takes time to develop.

getting the chance to love and be love is a blissful ting. respect him for who he is and not what u want him to be. everyone is pretty and special in their own unique way. and it is true love that closes the gap of imperfectness to form a smooth surface of acceptance for each other.

there is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. if a person says he is in love with u, he means that he like u for who u are now and he fell in love with u cuz of the present u. this is temporary and last as long as a fairytale last. but if a person say he love u. he means that he loe u unconditionally for who u are now, who u were in the past and who u may be in the future. when he says he love u n reall imean it.. u have to ask urslf if u love him or if u are in love with the idea of being in love.

it is hard to see the difference thru logic so let ur heart guide .. may u be blessed on ur soul-searching journey for ur soulmate.. are u realli in love?? ask urself.. is this true love ?? do i reall i love him?? os issit just another infatuation?? are u willing to give?? even if u dont get the same amount u gave?? are u cheating urself by treating him for a sub??


the greatest regrt in our loves are the risks we did not take.. if u tink somting will make u happi go for it.. rmb.. we only pass this way only once.... so no matter wad u choose.. dont regret... back to top?