i'm just a simple girl living in this not so simple world. Nothing much to say about me except i love my life, every single day of it. `Life's like a rollercoaster :) *pictures derived from deviantart and sayingimages

today is another boring day in my life.. 3 wks of hols and i have no idea what to do.. my mum should be home in a few hours.. miss her alot also.. its been lk 3-4 mths since i last saw her.. hahah.. sad life sia.. had dinner wit my uncle, grandma n cousins.. ate chicken rice.. think im gg to have phobia of chicken rice soon sia.. haha.. been listening to music the whole entire day.. esp my current fav.. the click five.. i have no idea y i suddenly like their music so much.. haha..

hmm.. been thinking alot lately.. i know i shouldnt have but i guess that's my nature.. cant be blamed.. i msged him this morning at lk 1 or 2 am lk tt.. a damn long one too.. but he onli replied me this morning.. abit disappointed i guess cuz lk there was no ans no nothing.. now i dont even know what im doing.. on one hand im saying ok it aint possible.. but on the other hand i wan it to be possible.. i wanna fall in love with the one who attracted me.. but i know that i shouldnt.. i know that i should be more reserved about it.. he aint ready.. so even if i pour out my whole soul to him its pointless.. cuz he just aint ready to fall in love wit me.. so im probably stuck in the middle again.. as the saying goes, " let nature run its course." honestly i hate this saying cuz i think its a load of bull.. i guess i believe that ur fate is in your own hands.. should i take that fate n bring it to my own hands or should i just let it run.. i donno..

reading my past entry about maturity.. i am still pissed actually.. i guess im pissed with the fact that my dad feels that once u are 21, u are mature.. honestly i don believe in that bull.. i mean look at it.. u have people who are older than 21 and have no idea where their life is leading them.. living their life so aimlessly.. is that mature? i don think so.. maturity cant be judged i guess.. lk those parents who dump their kids at the orphange.. to some they arent mature cuz they don have the responsibilty to face the reality.. but to others they might be matured cuz they know that they don have the capability so they rather their kids live a happy life without them... so i guess maturity is based on perception..

Note: today is mooncake festival.. look at the moon and u will see a rabbit's shadow in the moon.. try it.. :D back to top?